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and i don’t want to keep running this opposite race holding a hand that’s not yours looking for you and finding you in every smile, in every face and place in all the song i hear that all too familiar expression hunting me in all my waking moments staying up late wanting and not wanting to dream about you this hopelessness, this hope that i try to extinguish in me reality as in you is a concept within my reality

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The Lost boy

it was the saltiest bowl breakfast i had and the tastiest as well i kiss you first because most of the time i didn't know what you were thinking but i had an idea that you wanted to be just friends with the occasional flirting when the mood strikes you and i wanted more from you you pulled me closer with a half hug, and that's just so you you said we would talk and we didn't i cried for many months after

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desensitize please. by edwardluvsbella, literature

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desensitize please.

[denial] i live in a world of pretend. pretend it doesn't hurt. pretend you're here. pretend you love me too. [anger] i hate you. i hate the sight of you. you make me so angry i am down on my knees. i am confuse and just once i want to kick you kick you so hard i want to knock your brains out. coz that's what you did to my heart you stole it you crushed it and you threw it away. and my heart is not a bird. it can't fly on its own. lost. i can hardly find a reason to give a damn. [but i still do]. [bargaining] you're dead set, hellbent on going. we both know i didn't have a chance. why do i even try. and i keep on fighting.

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a thousand birds in flight by edwardluvsbella, literature

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a thousand birds in flight

i'm glad that i don't have a heart so everything's kosher even if you reduce me to tears. that empty place still hurts, it's a soul deep hurt that i think i'm a body of hurt. if i explode to a thousand birds in flight, then i'll be a body of longing too. don't tell me you can't get enough of her waif like skin or her beautiful ever arching spine or her incandescent cheeks that radiates heat i'm not i'm not blind i just don't have a heart

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edwardluvsbella

Aug 8, 2019

I want you to stay.. he says...

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“𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒.” - “𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒪𝓇𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓃𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓎 𝐵𝑒 𝑅𝑒𝒸𝑜𝓇𝒹𝑒𝒹” 𝒷𝓎 𝐿𝒶𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒 𝒫𝑒𝓃𝓃𝓎 Anyone here a fan of The Witcher series? i just started reading about Geralt's adventure and i'm loving Sapko

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edwardluvsbella

Jan 4, 2019

It's been seven hours and fifteen days....

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since you took your love away. - Prince Oh!  

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edwardluvsbella

Apr 16, 2018

How strange to dream of you, even when i am..

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wide awake... ~aishiteru-plz (https://www.deviantart.com/aishiteru-plz) Unable to perceive the shape of you, i find you all around me.Your presence fills my eyes with love, it humbles my heart, for you are everywhere. - Anonymous This quote from The Shape of water is my everything.. my everything.. Mood for the entire year: :icontsukaira: Credits: :iconSila--chan::iconjerikuto::iconjupiters-stars::iconaishiteru-plz:

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