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Party boy
You are sharing earphones on a dark park
passing drinks to each other listening to
Ambrosia in silence
You are my lady in the water
long longing stares across the hall
then looking away
smoke and mirrors
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i still hide you in my poetry
i quit writing for good
and that's what i tell myself
because if i do - i'd write
about you
i can't forget you that's obvious
i can't sleep and i try too
i sleep on days on end
most days i just don't
i don't want to not dream about you
cause its the only time i see you
though you kill me everytime
i don't mind
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i didn't want to be a slave
you're all static. infrequencies. and nothing.
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animals and boosts by edwardluvsbella animals and boosts :iconedwardluvsbella:edwardluvsbella 2 0
siempre tu
what am i to do if we are seemingly hopeless?
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wind-up bird
it's funny how, you think it's funny that i can't live without you
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i live for those moments when i can just be alone with you,
suspended in our quiet moments well not really quiet
but more of laughter and just listening to you talk about everything
and nothing at the same time.. i live for those moments when
i can just look at you and seriously i have no idea what's going on...
i live for those moments when i can hold you againcoz it's cold and lonely
when you're not around. alright is just so relative nowadays...
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an anatomically correct heart
it beats for
even when
you're not
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no sunlight by edwardluvsbella no sunlight :iconedwardluvsbella:edwardluvsbella 3 5
don't be a stranger
so i thought we'd be something short and sweet
i never had the inkling that we'd go this far
and now i am too far gone to even care
tomorrow when you leave. i don't know.
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why do i even try...?
why do i even try...? i don't know what to do. i don't care about clarity
why do i even try..?
why do i even try..?
when you look at me i know how you feel.. i don't know how you feel. so why do i even try..? why? why? why?
i can't reason with this stupid contracting muscle
[here..] where i hurt the most.
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desensitize please.
[denial] i live in a world of pretend. pretend it doesn't
hurt. pretend you're here. pretend you love me too.
[anger] i hate you. i hate the sight of you. you make me so
angry i am down on my knees. i am confuse and just once i want
to kick you kick you so hard i want to knock your brains out.
coz that's what you did to my heart you stole it you crushed
it and you threw it away. and my heart is not a bird. it can't
fly on its own. lost. i can hardly find a reason to give a
damn. [but i still do].
[bargaining] you're dead set, hellbent on going. we both know
i didn't have a chance. why do i even try. and i keep on fighting.
[depression] i am out of my head. i'm tired waking up. my
appetite evaporates when i think of you which is always. i am
stopping now. you took everything. everything from me most of
all my will to live. and i just want to crawl in bed. too much pain.
[acceptance] someday. maybe.
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we are conspirators
and i keep on fighting because i don't know how to stop..
you'll be the death of me love.. i've only got good intentions
and you keep shutting me out. running your opposite race.
failing. breathing. living for the moment you allow.
           la la lala lala lala lala lalalala.....
that  is all i hear you say. and i am 43 minutes to losing my faith
in you, in us. there's no us and you don't care or maybe
i am blind and you are deaf.
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lack of reciprocation
"you know why i'm leaving?"
"it's not because i want to see the world..."
"but maybe when i see the world,"
"i might forget about you."
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you're my high
since i said it a couple of times already maybe
i can say it again but i promise you that
this is the last but certainly not the last of me.
ILOVEYOU.. you might not want it.
we might not feel the same. but i truly feel that
i deserve you beacuse with you i know what
true happiness means. touchmove.
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Cursores de la normal seleccion 2 by Isfe Cursores de la normal seleccion 2 :iconisfe:Isfe 99 18 [Render] Park Seul by MissFishyJazz [Render] Park Seul :iconmissfishyjazz:MissFishyJazz 15 3 HENTAI GIRLS FAN ART 16 by GERCROW
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i'll move the earth
but nothing made you want me better

 안녕, 2018! i welcomed the year watching fireworks on our rooftop its great and i keep on thinking about Henry's "Time is nothing" for Clarebear, i will always love tttw  *sobshard* rabbit heart emoji by rnoralswhile having an out of body experience lol xD Anyways.. its very cathartic to be journaling again on and offline. Also i'm hook line and sinker with Nier Automata i am actually committed on finishing this game i'v been shipping 2b and 9s so hard bunny booty emoji by rnoralsahhhhhhh... send help!!!! normally i'm not into this as i only want to play zombie games because ZOMBIE is life doh! Going on a tangent here but here's another mini feature from a very loverly artist CuddlyPixels 5 by ChibiMogu :iconpartyxglam: if i could fave this piece of art a bajillion times i would no doubt do it.

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  • Listening to: Oh woman, oh man London Grammar
  • Drinking: Ice coffee



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asahinasdonuts Featured By Owner 14 hours ago
thanks so much for the fave! <3
minmintt Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2018
thank you so much for the watch! <3
i really appreciate it! 
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Phantasien Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2018
Thank you for the fave on my spring layout! Much appreciated! :heart:
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UszatyArbuz Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2018   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav on my custom box code, have a lovely day! Sun
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h e l l o . :wave:

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kinkajoomotion Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2018  Professional Filmographer
Thanks for the fav :squee: !
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Wiggly text - Thanks for the fav! fav  
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Thanks so much for the watch! moomin-hug 
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fenifire Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2018   Traditional Artist
thank you so much for the :+devwatch: and welcome to my little corner of dA :hug:
I hope you'll find something inspiring in my gallery :aww:
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